Saturday, October 8, 2016

Amma - Give Me A Part Of You !!

Right from the moment I gave birth to my first KID..... My world changed a lot... More Love, More responsible, More affection... More care... a little more in everything.....  and in that process I understood my MOM a little MORE and MORE ... 

She was the first person to hold my baby when I was still in Operation Theater.... Her energy and efforts were only things that put me up for the rest of my post delivery struggle due to C- Section.  Be it, cleaning, burping the baby, swinging him to sleep, calming him when he was crying, what not my mom did everything. I could not move due to anesthesia , she did everything for my baby. I used to fall asleep at times ,  she never disturbed me from my sleep. she used to stay awake all night with my son to look after him.  She just stayed with me and my kid all the time in hospital, while managing things at home were not so easy... Miraculously she din't show any sign of FATIGUE or  RESTLESSNESS ...  I wonder from where did she get all of that strength from ..... I could only say - MOM please give me a part of your STRENGTH !!

There are time when my kids do so much fuss to eat. At time I feel like screaming up and later I give up everything and feel like crying... Then I remember my mom.... She used to do so many things ... with so much patience..... I rarely saw her crying out of helplessness.... Such times I feel like saying - MOM give me part of your Patience !!

There are moments when I am amazed to see my kids grow up soo fast...I am scared if I would be good enough for them - social, emotional, bonding and many others..  I worry if I would be good enough in upbringing them as a responsible citizens for country ... I fear if I would be nice to them in their journey ... I worry if I could support them in all situations they face in their struggle to stand up firm in any kind of situation... And then I think of my mom, She is always there and we never looked for anything else... she is the reason for what I am today ... Till date she has supported me in everything that I have taken up and helped in all through ups and downs I have faced... I want to say - MOM.... Give me part of your Confidence  !!

At times I am scared about what to do when life shows up some unexpected painful challenges and experiences . I remember my mom who stood like a rock throughout and fought strong in such situations - may me major or minor . Thinking of her I really really wonder, how she handled her own  fears... Maa , I really tell you I couldn't have handled any such things the way you did  .... You stood Strong and showed us the right path. I just want to tell you - MOM.... Give me part of your Courage !!

Everything you did and still does makes me move forward with confidence.You set an example for me... You are my role model. I don't feel guilt when your son-in-law asks me to , learn from you and do chores like you .. I take pride in that.. I knew you are the best... My MOM is the best ...And so ... I want to say -

MOM.... GIVE ME A PART OF YOU !!

P.S : Idea from another article,changed as per my own thoughts for my MOM.